Archive | February 2014

My scene

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I should thank John for both these pictures… xD There is something wrong with both the pictures… can you find it?

So obviously the picture on the left is of one of the desks in the office which … is broken. He was standing on it =.= This 190 lb  guy was putting all his weight on a plywood desk -.- So he feels like super bad about it lol…. who wouldn’t though. So that was a messy cleanup T.T Made me stay at the office even longer too! But obviously that was bad… but what about the right picture?

So the rose which bloomed beyond bloomed… it pretty much died the next day though. This was the only flower that really looked pretty in the bunch… and it was literally all the rest were dying and this one was like WEE! xD I looked at it and went… that’s kind of like how I see some people.. they just stick out from the bunch and bloom.

Man today… I was able to quickly sew on some trimming on the cosplay… finished a few bows and a nice looking sketch! I call that a productive day xD Looks like the week will be a hectic one for me.. I’m actually not looking forward to it at all. All this extra crap I have to go to just because I hold a title =.= It sucks. Do you know what also sucks? When your mother tells you all the bad personality traits and expands on them with a side note of: “we all talk about you” with a time frame of: “the most out of everyone” ….

well thanks mother. =.=
I’m not a perfect little daughter no matter how many titles and accomplishments I get. But hey, at least I do a little to try to please them? And then the other 60% is me trying to make myself happy. Although at this rate I’ll be stuck in some bank job because its “stable” and “good for me”.

…I needed that rant >.> If my mother can rant to me about me… I can rant to the world about my family xD I saw a quote on pinterest once saying how when a girl cries its not because she’s weak.. but because she’s tired from being strong. I’m not sure how I’m doing it but I can fight back with a straight face even as the words keep hitting me. But do you know what keeps me fighting? Knowing that I’m a different, stronger person when I’m put into my scene: cosplay & fashion.


“I can fit too!”

A little about my relationship withe Gee in a picture~ I’m the orange cat =.= He’s the fattier white cat with the double cheeks. LOL~ <3

Ah… such a bad day today. It wasn’t the greatest but that from my brother meddling into my business >.> Quite literally too. Something great did happen though! I went to Joanns today and found the CUTEST pink fabric. It’s just a baby pink but the texture on the fabric fits so well for me bows =3 So I’m super excited to make more~

btw I love how the cats are in a like.. asian basket thing for straining xD At least I see a lot of asians have them… but im guessing they’re universal baskets xD oh! And the bells are oh so cute =3 I’m not a HUGE cat fan … prefer dogs more… but I do still like them quite a lot~

Alright… I’m starving and still have to wake up early. It sucks. T.T


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Oh gosh… I love how cosplays look midway xDD This is my “crop top” for my Aura Kingdom cosplay. It’s actually just missing the bottom piece right now… but I learned to finish sleeves off in the end so that’s why the sleeves are flaring out xDD I also finally got the collar to look half decent! After I sewed the sleeves in… it actually started to look like a peasant top >.>;;

I’m also wearing my probably only pink pastelly kinda shirt! I love the color so much =3 I wish I found more items in it but.. I’m picky. I don’t want anything too… kiddish looking? But this shirt… I’ll have to take a picture of me in it better later xD And jeans. Yea… I’m wearing jeans for once >.>;;

I had too much work today but I did manage to get home decently early and get some cosplay done. Lots of dancing during cosplay time too >.>;; But the work…well… I spent most my day on a file that was apparently suckish. wo.


Collars >.>

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I spent most of the night trying to get collars down.. like seriously. I can’t do collars for the life of me T.T The top of was a modified version which ended up just being a straight (yet oddly crooked) collar… and the one on the bottom is the modified version which I used paper to cut slits out to curve it myself and get the right shape. To be honest I have always been horrible at collars and usually BS them on my past cosplays but… I’m trying to figure out how the shapes and fabric folds with curves etc etc so once I get it down I want to write a tutorial up for other cosplayers! Cause collars are seriously annoying and once I get that cheat sheet… I’ll be sure to share it =3 NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TROUBLES WITH COLLARS AGAIINN!!!

…sorry I had alot of sugar lately >.>;;

Relaxing day though. Woke up at like.. noon. And in a perfectly made bed from last night :D It was awesome. Fresh sheets are the best~ I think I’m gonna go try to advertise for my mother’s real estate stuff so I can mooch money off of that while I stay afloat…. I feel like I’m living off ramen xD Cause she keeps telling me to work at the bank which… I really don’t want to. You’d hear me coming back happy with money but not happy cause I’m not doing something I love… or really to help others… So I just have to stand firm as I get nagged endlessly T.T

I’ll hold out~


Staph it bunneh


Oh yea. This should be a stamp xD Say hi to Hunny!!! I haven’t taken pictures of him lately and I’ve been smuthering him like crazy xD But uh…yea. He’s a happy little bunneh. xD That’s my brother’s leg btw… not mine. He only does that to my brother… and his bear xD It’s funny… yet slightly disturbing. It used to be worse but he controls himself a little more now (well I can’t really say that while I show you these pictures.. lol) He’s been sitting at my leg and biting my pants as I try to do sewing work… which was really annoying. So I just put him and poke at him until he kinda walks away… but he comes back T.T (I sound SO loving don’t I?)

I pretty much updated my stuff the whole “work” day cause I was SO incredibly lazy… then I noticed how behind I am in with my timeline and life… goals T.T I have the life part almost down but not my… hobbies/fun part… and that may not seem as important to alot of people but it is to me! =3=

okay.. I’ll stop pouting xD And eat. food makes me happy~