Archive | February 2017

the scenic route


Rainbow! :D Been waking up early on the weekends to do walks/hikes with family and friends~ It really is fun to be able to explore new places while enjoying good company and seeing nice sights! I found that I like looking at pretty/interesting houses more than the beach xD We walked along the pathway next to the beach and I think I only looked over at the water like… 3 times? I spent most of the time admiring the architecture~ Did you know at one point in time I really wanted to be an architect? I love designing houses inside to out but it’s one of those things that I can’t do in real life so easily. But designing dresses is so much better~ Once in awhile I have the urge to create and interior design a house which is why I loves the Sims series so much <3 Maybe I’ll post up a little thing of the latest house I made! I’m quite proud of it =3

Since I haven’t been getting a lot of sleep I actually slept in today o.o Till like noon almost too! I’m very behind in work now though so tomorrow is going to be a busy day!

The classy


Gasp what? A picture taken DAY OF POST?! Yea. That’s right. I’m BACK GUYS :D

Granted I don’t know how long this will last but… let’s revel in the fact it’s even happening~

So TODAY. omg, it’s been a really long time since I got to explore like this! & in such a nice place o.o We started out the day doing our downtown LA crawl for food and fabric. Then went northward for snacks! Found out we were in walking distance with a cute outdoor mall section which was REALLY nice. It was called the Americana? Something like that. I snapped a bunch of it. XD Randomly outside was this huge chandelier which is pretty classy in itself. Even the trashcans has rose gold rims. Yea. That’s right. Best part? Dude the bookstore in there LOL We spent so much time in it and never go around to actually clothes shopping. I guess that’s good tho right?! Knowledge is power guys. I want to get back to reading a few books on my list. Might crack it open soon~ We’ll see how much classes feel like kicking my butt xP

omg, please don’t judge my eye bags in this photo. I haven’t mastered the art of undereye makeup yet! >< That and it has been a long day and my makeup likes to just slowly slip off… & what’s sleep? Cause I really don’t know! XD

& that’s Heajo in there with me~ It’s her birthday =3 Hence the trip! It was fun! Plus… you can’t not be happy in a place that’s just so freakin nice looking. I’m amazed we stumbled upon it like we did.


Always need…


Funny thing happened today where a girl came up and asked me some questions for her blog. She asked what I pray for. And it completely caught me off guard o.o I’m relatively a religious person because of my family and once upon a time I used to go to bed wishing for various things. They mainly consisted of keeping my family safe and healthy and just staying on a path that’s right for me. But other than that I don’t know… So I kind of just told her what I’ve been just worried about the most and what I’d love more of: time.

Time is just flying by like crazy. I feel like I’m doing a lot but … really not. I’m trying to live in the moment but also plan for my future. It’s a weird balance where I wonder why I go through so much just for something so uncertain. If that makes sense.

& I’m not gonna lie, it’s been a struggle lately. With work to school to my brand. It’s hard. It really doesn’t help when I kind take a step back and see that I’m pretty much flying solo in it. Yes I have some great friends helping out here and there but… there’s no one there to see the full story.

But. I’ll get through it~ I have a client who thinks of me as some superhero with all that I do. It doesn’t feel that way but I’m flattered to see someone think so highly of me.


You be you <3


It’s Valentine’s Day! It’s a day I used to sneer at and call single awareness day xD But to be honest I haven’t been single in awhile! And guess what? Nothing… really changed >>;; I found I don’t like to do anything big for valentine’s day. Some years I made chocolates for friends and other times we all went out for good food =3 The downside about the food part is… pretty much everyone else wants good food as well xD

I do think some thanking is in order for this guy who has constantly combated my weird with his weird xD Heck, I knew he was a keeper from the day I found out he can understand my mumbling of a talk!

I could probably go on and on about random tidbits but.. well… that’d just inflate his ego xP SO instead I’ll highlight on one point that I’ve been quite thankful for: my designing.

It never would have happened without him. I wouldn’t have found wonderful friends through girls who model for me or be able to just …be so happy seeing my designs come to life. I really do owe it to him & even though I can see him trying to weed out of being my manager (yea, you don’t fool me) I do understand as he has a hectic life on his own ><

Talk about finding someone who really brings out the best in you. Always refining myself into a better version :D Kinda how I pick my friends. In all my friends I admire a trait that I’d like to incorporate into my own life.

Anyways. Thank you for reading this jumbled mess of a post xD It’s late and I’m pretty tired. Don’t mind the weird picture I posted of him. He’s doing some impossible anime pose LOL. It was during a photoshoot and I was bored while he checked camera settings.

Also. I’d like to point out that I admire a lot of my “fans” which I like to refer to more as online friends, why? It’s weird to ever think I have fans XD But honestly if you like my work and design, I feel like we’d be on the same wavelength anyways to be able to talk :D At least we’d have something in common? ^^; Back to the point: I admire them because they have to charisma to say that they like my things with comments and likes. Personally I’m shy and it’s not in my habit to do that. But I see how happy it makes me seeing all the interactions… I want to pass it on! So I’ve been trying to like and comment when I get the chance :D

NOW it’s a jumbled mess. LOL. Sorry. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Spend it with someone who gets you. if not? well. you get you, so treat yourself :D (cause that’s what I’m going to do today!)

I’ll be feeling that later


img_20170212_092018_785Ok. Maybe not the most flattering picture of me xD But in my defense I never get up at 6am anymore especially when sleeping at about 2am. >> Mistakes were made.

If there’s one thing most people know about me it’s… I’m not very much of an outdoor type of person. Although I love seeing scenery and taking photos outside! :D I think it’s just bugs and sun I’m kinda meh about.

With that in mind I was able to convince my family and friends to start hiking! So we JUST went on one (if you see my random story on IG) and it was quite successful! It’s probably my 2nd time going hiking and the 1st time really discouraged me to the point where I would just flat out deny wanting to go. But honestly, being prepared and having a group that’s about my level of active (which is like a 1 on a scale of 1-10, 10 being active).

It was fun! I didn’t have any makeup and my hair go wreaked by the wind… but it wasa worth it~ Next time, totally need to remember my hat and probably invest in a bag so I don’t have to carry my phone so awkwardly. OH! It was a great trail for pokemon catching too =3

It’s my attempt to be active and I’m glad it’s actually starting to work! Now my plan is to get it in routine (at least twice a month!? Ideally once a week) and keep it at least until AX in July. This was I can also drag Gee along~ I think it’d be fun :D