I’m alive :D


Oh dear. It’s been awhile hasn’t it? My goodness. I am really sorry. I guess life got to me xD It looks like I stopped really documenting my days and now they’ve all become a sort of… blurred mesh together. So.. let’s update!

I’ve been doing part time school again at the university! It’s been an experience and is so nostalgic. I haven’t really made friends there but at the same time I haven’t really tried. But, either way. I have met a few new people and it’s been quite entertaining regardless!

Had lots of self realizations and taking steps to making an interesting and fulfilling future! Yes school is a hassle and accounting isn’t a passion but…. it’s not bad. At least I can find it interesting and relate-able. (it’s tax and business… how can I not find that interesting).

I’m still doing the fashion shows mainly to keep an opportunities for the models up and so I have events to look forward to :D It’s hard tedious work, take a lot of time, and take a ton of money but…. I like doing it. And that’s what matters :D Although my patreon supporters are being awesome people and helping me out with paying for it. Even if it’s just a little, I appreciate all the support I can get!

My days are going by and I’m always thinking of December to come so Gee can come back for a short amount of time. Long distance sucks but luckily from our past few years together it’s nothing really new xD Although, doesn’t make it suck any less. Plus I had someone think they had a chance with me just because I’m in a long distance relationship. It’s like… really? You can’t assume it’ll fail.

Been getting back into working out and getting up early! Both not doing so well btw. But for the sake of my health I gotta really start trying harder >.< Also thinking of getting a full-time job. It’s gonna be hard to juggle… an extensive hobby, school, a small business and an actual job so I’m having a hard time figuring out what I’d give up when push comes to shove… But that’s life right? Decisions.

But as long as you make them with a sure mind and put your all into it, then it’ll be worth it :D


A trip in a nutshell


Ah you know how much I love taking pictures and documenting everything… so you can image the haul I have from the Japan trip me and my brother just went on! It was short but man… were they the longest days of my life. This was my first time out of the country despite having my passport for the past 9 years? I was expecting my first trip to be to the Caribbeans but Japan is a good place too~ xDDD

I was able to get so much inspiration from the trip from my design work to how to make what I do more appeal-able and efficient! Even though I live close to a pretty decent sized Japanese community it’s different to see their culture in a… 360 format. Really being submerged into it. I see the appeal but to be honest… it’s just a nice place to visit. I like California too much to see myself anywhere else!

Anyways. I have a lot about the trip and trying to make time out for a little vlog! I’ve been busy but been really lazy as well. It’s been weird. I’ve been blessed to have supporters on some of my media platforms show their eagerness for updates so I’m working on it!!

I have a full on rant later if I feel like I have time. Plus it really helps me to put my thoughts out in writing… so more later!



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Simple days


Some days are really simple for me~ I took these photos this weekend where the left photo was Saturday before my haircut and the right is Sunday, after my haircut! I asked the lady to take off 4 inches which… in hindsight wasn’t enough. Should’ve been 6 inches >.< Who knew the hairdresser actually took off the amount I asked for lol

My hair was waaay too long for me to manage. I couldn’t go through the day without putting it up >.< But now even though it’s long, its okay!

Please don’t mind the messiness, I ended up cleaning it all up after the photo lol! Like my home slippers? XD It’s summer so I’ve changed to wearing these super asian sandals around the house.

Anyways, yes! Love my hair~ I love the layers which I hope to curl my hair soon to see how it’ll look~ I say simple days because my whole weekend is just preparing for the trip and getting my hair cut lol! (can you tell I’m happy about my haircut? Seriously a few months overdue…) Only downside is that I’m apparently at the age where I have to pay for my own haircuts (and much other stuffs) so I ended up traveling a little bit further for a cheaper more reliable cut. So worth. really. :D

And just for the record. My records that is. I measured my hair… it came out to be 30 inches from root to tip before my haircut XD



Dresses got wreaked


Just this past weekend (LOL or not. I wrote the first half of this about 1~2 weeks ago) I had a wonderful fairy tale photo shoot with a new photographer~ It was entertaining and was really a good experience for me working with a professional photographer. The models were quite professional as well so I was really glad it turned out so nice. One of the models actually complimented us on how organized we were with changing them and bringing things over. I was glad! :D When it comes to my dresses I do have them really organized just because it just looks nicer that way~

I’ve been getting over a cold and since my tax season is almost done I’ve been busy at work. Adding together all the events I have to get ready for I’ve been pretty busy o.o Yet at the same time I haven’t been able to do anything.. it’s weird.

(Here’s where I’m starting off in the present.. aka the 15th)

SO! YEA! Guess what? Those dirty dresses are still in my car and still haven’t been cleaned!! XD I haven’t been able to get around to it and probably won’t be able to until after I come back from the trip >.< Been SUPER busy. Neglecting so much BUT I do have so much planned and I Feel like a trip is exactly what I need to start anew when I come back~~ Thought I’d finish up this post as I’m working on a lot of caffeiene in my system currently. TAX SEASON IS ALMOST OVER, I’m so happy. I need a vaca.