Aside from the show in a few days… I went back to uni! Why? Well… I really just felt like it. And that’s all I could really say to people because…yea. I wanted to say that it was just a gut feeling that it was the right move for me but that seems kind of odd too.
But today. Today was the first day of classes and I have an old professor that I took last term. I like him, he gets us millennials XP He always makes fun of us for being one but… it’s true. We are. Can’t really blame us for that can you?
I strayed away from my point xD SO! He was chatting away, pretty much ranting. Something about wanting to do better and not just coast through like how he’s been doing since… a few months ago. And I could tell he made this epiphany himself recently which is why he’s so passionate when he was speaking about it. But it really made me think…
me. me when I was SUPPOSE to take this class would’ve thought he was a nut job. But me. me NOW… I get where he’s coming from. I have licenses, a great hobby, a good life really! It’s a nice and I got really comfortable in it… but after a bit I wanted to do better. Just.. .better. Not for anyone else but me either. I wasn’t thinking about pleasing anyone but.. me! And if you know me… I have a complex about always wanting to please everyone.
He compared it to the workers who do their jobs but lack one thing like great writing skills. They are still great at their job but without … more they can’t move forward. Some people are content with keeping in that spot because it’s still decent. But at one point it’s totally okay to go ‘I want more’ and go out to work hard and achieve it!
I was always the type of person to find ways to better myself o.o I never really noticed it but looking back (and forward) I see it. Back in HS I was terrified of public speaking and yet I took a speech class. It helped bit… but not a lot. So I took another speech class in college! These classes? Totally optional. I even took accounting in HS. I took that OVER the fun ceramics class! So while people were showing off their cool bowls…. I learned about credits, debits and ledgers! (btw, was a great decision, no regrets with that!)
Even going forward… I’m taking difficult professors because it’s forcing me to read and learn the text. I found that I like the challenge. & to tie it all in… it’s why I keep making new things for collections :D I never really knew how much I love a challenge until recently xD ah, but don’t get me wrong. I do it for myself. I’m not a competitive person so if someone tries to race me to something, I could care less xD I think it annoys me more than anything. I’d rather bring someone forward together rather than competing to go forward.
But this post wasn’t to brag or boost in any way. I thought I’d share whatever was on my mind xD (Plus I had a slight headache and keeping my mind busy helps it go away).