Archive | January 2015

dresses galore


For the past week or two I started this new game on facebook called fashion designer >.> It’s quite a terrible addiction I have. Not only do I get to just design wacky looking dresses… it kills SO much time xD But I suppose it’s stimulating my creative side? It’s quite fun putting extra things on and on until it comes out look cool~ But I saw a trend in the things I’ve been making… which is no color XDDD I guess I’ve been liking the black and white lately~ Don’t mind the two on top to the right… sometimes I get lazy and just do something really simple to accumulate money in the game xD Although I think a few days ago I was doing all blues and mermaid themed…. hm.

Anyways. might get a 2nd… or is it a 3rd? job soon!? Which shocks me but eh, we’ll see how the interviews go :D The first one went terribly but they still ended up giving me a second one probably because my qualifications are wonderful~~ I love how I can confidently say I’ve made over 45 costumes (who knows maybe more at this point) in the past 6 years. And they just keep adding up =3

Other than that.. I’m really tired. I need to go home and do fabric inventory and see what I can do with extra fabric. And start on Ahri soon o.o OH funnnn~~


out of the woods?


Part 2 of my weekend trip~ We stayed at a little cabin that literally had a sign that said “welcome to our little cabin in the woods” which.. not really in the woods but felt like it enough I guess xD I did like the one we stayed at last year more but hey, can’t complain xD Though we did complain a bit about no wifi >.>

It was nice because we always end up just making food whenever we take trips like this. This time we made personal flat bread pizzas with tomato soup and garlic cheese balls! :D Yea. It was amazing <3 I mainly pranced around and took pictures/videos while Gee did most of the baking >.> But he’s the baker~ And I don’t mind =3 It was quite nice being able to watch him though xD Not to sound creepy at all… >.>;;

Let’s see.. we played board games and had lots of snacks. We always overpack on food >.> But we’re getting better with not packing TOO much. Last time we had so much it was prob enough to feed us for another 3 days LOL. granted we probably could’ve eaten for another day with the amount of food we had this time… Also watched part of Lord of the Rings – Return of the King extended edition. I think everyone fell asleep through it at one point and then woke up and kept watching XDDD

I ended up waking up at like 8 and freaking out that it was later o.o I forget that I wake up early in unknown places.. and if theres a lot of light xD


The trip back was quite nice. The winds died down so we ride home was quick. We stopped by at Starbucks for coffee though :D Ended up getting a mocha frap that just tasted like chocolate… which was sad. Actually.. we took a walk when we got back with the doggies. I got to walk Ruby =3 SHES SO ADORABLE. Wait… why didn’t I get pictures?! wtf =.= What is wrong with me?! Argh. OH well. Next time!

Anyways. Good trip! I can’t wait to go next time~ Got a bit in trouble with going by my family but oh well.


Cause I like Snow :D


Yea I like snow and strapping myself onto a slippery board and flying down a slope LOL! xD 2nd time going up the slope and well… it went a lot better! For one the snow was ALOT better than last year but still left something to be desired. At least we didn’t have any dirt patches this time xD And snow (even if it was man made) was able to be kicked up if you wanted to do that.


It was cold though. My nose… PINK! I think I took this selfie before going down the slop at all… so it was early. It was cold. And I haven’t gone down at all which warms up my body. Plus the lift going up is always FREEZING T.T Oh. And no, I’m not on a dance team, this is my sister’s sweater XDDD I couldn’t find any of my warm ones before leaving! That’s Jasmine in the back. You can tell she’s ready xD

The funny thing is that my bindings were all weird (rentals T.T) so I actually needed help to strap myself in each time. It sucked. But you needed to like push and pull.. it was weird.


So the guys took a but just trying to fix my binding on top of the slopes… not scary at all right? Let’s just tell nikki her stuff is weird after getting to the top >.> That first run was SO terribly bad for me. I kept falling from just being unstable and not used to it T.T And the soreness… halp.

But after 2 runs I was barely falling and it was quite fun :D


I borrowed some goggles from a friend which was SUPER useful. I want ones myself but… probably better ones. =3 Cause yea. I have the money (<- totally saying that in a sarcastic tone) That’s Gee in the picture with alex’s goggles. Look at dem man hands. LOL sorry. I’m done >.>;;

Overall it was really fun. We’re planning to go more than once each year though… cause just once is just not enough!! I had a run where I didn’t fall at all`~~~~~~ And then another run where I took the go pro down with me half the way! Hopefully Heather finishes a video of that and I can post it up whenever that’s all done and ready :D I think there is another video of me just eating it (yea somehow they get me falling badly … anything. everywhere.) I have a huge bruise on my knee from getting stuck from the lift and just sliding/falling. And then nice soft spot on my left butt from just falling and I swear I bounced xD

Ok. That’s it for the snow part~


Happy thoughts

[3:43:20 PM] Me: >.>
[3:43:21 PM] Me: happy thoughts
[3:43:22 PM] Me: like my spider friend
[3:43:24 PM] Me: LOL
[3:43:28 PM] Gee: LOL….
[3:43:30 PM] Gee: how is that a happy thought
[3:47:57 PM] Me: dead
[3:47:59 PM] Me: in the trash
[3:48:01 PM] Me: LOL
[3:48:04 PM] Gee: ….wow….
[3:48:07 PM] Gee: ..just wow
[3:48:13 PM] Me: I smacked it with Disneyland
[3:48:16 PM] Me: mail
[3:48:25 PM] Gee: …..awkward
[3:48:25 PM] Me: and then again for assurance
[3:48:27 PM] Me: LOL
[3:48:44 PM] Gee: LOOL

This is a snippet of our sporadic conversations… I just thought i’d share because this one was after I killed an ugly furry spider and during my time in the office with oh so much family around >.>;; xD

And this is why I’m glad Gee’s able to roll with the punches and just go with whatever I happen to say… even if (now that I’m reading it over…) I took it differently? lol!! Oh gosh T.T


New leaf


I’m not really sure what’s up with me but I’ve been dealing with an absolutely terrible sore shoulder ache which gave me such little sleep T.T and then a nice headache yesterday…. That wasn’t fun as well. Anyways I find myself at Starbucks just because I want some time to …relax? Maybe less relax but be less… Worried. I just saw all the white hairs I have too… Maybe I’m really older than I seem lol.

Anyways. Lots of changes coming. Remember bulba? Yea. The officially story is that my mother kept complaining which makes my dad unhappy so he started to really nag at me to put her somewhere else which I really couldn’t find a person that would take her for a month…. A few days probably but a month!?? With the addition of her possibly never coming back? Ugh. Yea it was terrible. So one day my aunt just picks her up and takes her ….. Without telling me. So I freaked that I lost her somewhere…. Nope. After talking to mother I find out aunt knows a couple that’s been wanting a dog…

yea. My dog was given away to a family looking to own, not babysit…. My baby T.T so when that happened I took that as the last straw. I took that very personally with a tinge of grudge. Now if you know me, I have a really bad habit of holding grudges even tho I really try not to… But never mind that. I am now on a mission to…leave. To put it plainly I need to take control of all aspects of my life. That’s financially and mentally cause my emotions have been taking a real beating lately >.>

now don’t go on feeling sorry for me or anything. But if you do know of anyway to help id love to take all the help I can get~ but in the meantime I’ll keep staying positive. I’m lucky that I have really supportive friends. Even my online presence…I don’t receive hate at all o.o which I’d like to keep cause lets spread the love right?! <3

oh oh and the picture? I’ve found myself in the heart of LA lately and taking the advantage of sightseeing ~ so more later!