Archive | February 2011



Today was brutal =.= School kicked my butt.

But some interesting things happened today. I realize how stupid I make myself sound xD I mean I really don’t mind. Theres a line between acting and actually being. Though at this point my grades are telling me otherwise xD

School was … fun. I love it~ Someone made the attempt to talk to me. It was an interesting conversation. I like how I can pin point the type of person someone is by a talk with them. Maybe someone did that with me too, who knows, it was interesting though. He talked a lot about the mysteries of religion. I hope I gave him some insight. I told him he’s making me think but.. honestly? religion has always been around for me and why do on doubting something I’ve believed in for so long. It isn’t hurting me to believe, and my mind is opened to new ideas. I think that’s what matters. Just don’t be closed minded to other people’s beliefs.

Anyhow. Boba withdrawals for a week is gone~
tomorrow is going to be brutal.


At night…

What keeps you up at night?

Bonus: What helps you forget about what keeps you up at night?


This… this is an interesting question. I don’t fall asleep so easily anymore and usually have to play some mind stressing game to completely wear me out. Or just text until my arm is too tired to hold the phone up xD
I think what keeps me up is just random thoughts. I don’t like how my mind wanders before going to sleep. I do the normal daydreaming. The questioning people’s acts. Oh not to mention thinking of what to do, how to do it, when to do it, and who i’ll be dragging down with me. Sounds fun right?

On the other hand of actually keeping me up the scary way would be… spiders. Creepy. little. spiders. UGH =.=
More than one occasion have I woken up thinking there was a spider on me. More than one occasion I have actually seen a spider on my bed or saw one floating down to me =.= Thank goodness they are the baby ones or the non-threatning- lookin ones. >.<

Luckily~ Cosplay usually makes it all better o.o Believe it? Or thinking of AX. I have a REALLY bad habit of daydreaming of what will happen at AX. It never goes out as planned. 1. on the account that AX is a crazy place. and 2. that people are unpredictable but on the other hand.. I wish some were MORE unpredictable xD

Thats about it for now. Toodles~


Cosplay.. math =.=


ARGHH!! Cosplay math makes things so much more difficult =.= This is me trying to do math… I mean I got it right. But I don’t like it. Soooo~~~ Time to go think of another way. I’m thinking a white board will help x3 And a little math genius >.>
Anyhow. I worked more on rag today. Watched Avatar while doing so. For the most part it went good? I mean… no needle poking at me. Didn’t get burned by the ironer. And I didn’t make a mess!! …… guess I didn’t work enough today xDDD

Oh wanna see some rag pictures? I finally updated on my cosplay blog. Find the link on the sidebar~

I also went on studying mayhem today. Mmm… finished reading about.. 3 chapters. 1 of business law and 2 of accounting.
wonderful right? Whoever says one subject is harder than the other is wrong =.= Business is still a pain in the butt. … but I love it~

time for a little more studying then.. MAPLESTORY! I know =.= I gained 2 levels this past week. This is only by playing at night btw. Always after 11. And I sleep at … ehh… 1 ish? It’s fun though ^^ lets of steam.

I’m slowly finding a good balance between school, homework, cosplay, and play. It’s really nice actually. I don’t like feeling stressed out all the time. It’s not fun >.< Plus, I don’t like what these white hairs are doing to me =.=



Pokemon Black and white comes out in EXACTLY one week!!!!
So so so excited for it =3

But before that day comes.. I have a week of midterms! Okay a day. But whatever.
Guess what? I decided to do less studying and look up the pokemon I want XDDD
Once again, I’m being mean and only picking pokemon that are cute. Then finding a common theme to name them all after… I’m thinking… gems? No that’s so girlie. (har) ……..cake flavors =3
Can you say.. Tiramisu?

Anyhow. Here’s some of the cute ones~

Gotta always start off with a started pokemon!! So cute right? Okay.. more .. elegant?

Done Pokemon whoreing =P

Okay.. I think it’s time to study. Gahhh… can’t.. can’t wait. To be able to NOT study =P And pokemon seems like the perfect reason to do not so =D


Mm… taco night


I had tacos today.. my mom felt like a taco mood I guess? o.o;;
But here’s the reult. I ate 2 of each shell >.>
And loaded on the sauce =.=

I feel fatty.. but it was SO GOOODDD!!! =3
For me not being so fond of mexican food.. anything that may be at chipotle is an exception xDDD