I actually wore Sailor Mars for a short amount of time the first day of ALA. I wanted something small and comfy that I could easily walk around in and set up the table and explore! But by the end of the day I changed back into my normal clothes~ We actually decided to see how the pink backdrop looks for pictures so I decided to do a few poses! This was… pretty much the outcome >.>;; Just trying to do more… interesting poses now xD But the backdrop… not so pretty for photos >.> I think it’s the lines… or maybe how pink it is o.o
That’s hard btw. Kinda how I feel normally in a sense? Doing something uncomfy and having to smile like it’s just fine xD FEELS LIKE LIFE XD or well. life as of late >.> But sadness is a feeling I won’t waste anymore on situations that really shouldn’t involve me in general.
It’s kinda funny how I make revelations SO late. Like… Gee would notice something and MONTHS later I would finally go “oh you know what? ______ is messed up” and he’d go “you just realized that?” >.> YES T.T I always thought my family was just weird but…. kinda been noticing how messed up it gets. so. I know people don’t have perfect little families and what I’m struggling with is the constant bombardment of expectations that I just don’t want to meet. That and a lot of the times it’s your family that’s holding you back from your potential growth. And I haven’t really found a great solution to that yet so when I do… I’ll share it!
But for now I think… I’ll share this bubz video. Although I watch her videos only when I have time (like I binge watch he blogs of a month in one day xD) her additude and outlook on life is how I used to view mine then.. somehow got lost. And now… and now it’s coming back :D So… yea. She’s been an inspiration to me o.o And it’s wonderful to be vertically challenged with her! XDDDD (we’re short… T.T #asiangirlproblems LOL) ->
Her and Ellen. Be yourself. Be kind. Take in the positive and don’t even bother with the negative :D Now doesn’t just reading that make you happier? XD
Today was… different! It really was. Above you see Mochi Cream~ It’s a mochi shop thats REALLY expensive -.- Yea… but it was.. okay. We got Double Mango and then Sakura~ You can kinda tell who wanted what xD lol!! (hint: pink =mine) I just.. really wanted to try the place. Honestly.. gelato inside mochi is better… my opinion! I just like it more >.>
I went to ALA 2012 Day 1 today! I actually bought a one day pass… and was only there for like… 5 hours? But I got to check everything out and get a few pictures… but I didn’t get one with the Ezio that I wanted!!!!! T.T Hing. It was… small. I wish I wore soemthing huge and cool cause.. it honestly gets massive attention. But most of the cosplayers think like me, small on the first days cause no one cares! Well guess what… if everyone does that its not interesting =.= I’ll try putting up pics on my coblog~ I wore.. Clannad school uniform!! Why Mmm… cause I finally got a turtle neck for it but I think i’ll be scrapping clannad now… >.> lol!!
Because I went to ALA I’m really looking forward to AM2!! Can’t wait to start selling stuff!! I kind of want to chat with people and what not.. seems fun =3
Alright.. I’m sooo tired. Last two days were on and off headaches and tiredness… no idea why… wahts wrong with me?!
Tomoyo hime’s headress~ This was the finished prduct BEFORE it broke T.T
Today was fun!! ALA day2~
Parking was a BISH cause we came so late >.< Ended up paying like $22… which was less than $27 that was even farther. … gross huh?
Then I got there and my headress already broke.
I forgot my postcard to reg.
I ran into people like no other.
My cosplay kept falling apart
Oh!! But ont he bright side of it falling apart. At least I know when people took pictures of me.. I know how far along in the day it was xD
Too bad I missed some panels I wanted to see… I did see some cool cosplays though.. RAWR! Now I HAVE to get started on more cosplays….
I thought of new skits for AX masq which I AM DOING!!!
Masq was okay. WOuld be better with me in it =P I liked some of the skits.. .really made me laugh~ Then there was the maid dances o.O I want to make a maid outfit BUT… I am NOT maid material. Yea.. I can fake the nice stuff but… iono… I’d rather be on the other side. with hosts around me ^-~
Kay… time to sleep..? Find my other sock.. XQ tomorrow!!