Archive | November 4, 2014

fantasy flying


I did say I’d show you some Tera pics right?! Well how about just one… for now. xD Everytime I play I go “I need to be in this game like SAO” xD which reminds me… actually got to the 2nd arc in SAO 2! It’s…. interesting so far. I like the design for silica~ She’s blue now :D Sinon’s design is ok too. It makes me want to cosplay ALL OF THEM~~~ but I won’t~ Something about cosplaying from anime is kinda a backthought at this point.

Ah! So today I actually worked my butt off at the office from 9-5. Ok give and take an hour for food and a nap >.> But it was seriously tiring.. but I mean when is work not? It just got more fusterating when I can’t even count on my mother to get to the office on time for an appointment =.= So I was quite cranky this morning dealing with people I really didn’t want to. What did I want? I wanted to spend my time happily crafting. Even advertising. You know what. Even doing monotonous work =.=

Getting home from work didn’t even make it my moods lift really. It was like actually being able to breath but still under strain from all the crap you had to go through. Honestly I don’t like this client stress situation like this =.= Not with so much at stake. So I think I’ll stick with fashion and cosplay. Anyways. I came home and sat on the couch, took out a carmel apple lolipop and ate it while finishing the last few chapters of the book I was reading. It was nice. Then spent a few hours with league and friends! Which is always fun =3 But I hit a point where playing felt a little useless and I needed time to myself. Went around.. made some dinner. Did some dog business (she chewed up my favorite flat… she’s lucky I’m not punting her across the street >.>) And now… well now I see how terrible some jobs can be and I really have to find a way for this to work out for me. Not my normal job… but my not so normal route XD

But until then… I guess I’ll keep writing the fantasy of doing what I love, as stressful as it is, and being able to make a living off of it.