Archive | February 28, 2011



Today was brutal =.= School kicked my butt.

But some interesting things happened today. I realize how stupid I make myself sound xD I mean I really don’t mind. Theres a line between acting and actually being. Though at this point my grades are telling me otherwise xD

School was … fun. I love it~ Someone made the attempt to talk to me. It was an interesting conversation. I like how I can pin point the type of person someone is by a talk with them. Maybe someone did that with me too, who knows, it was interesting though. He talked a lot about the mysteries of religion. I hope I gave him some insight. I told him he’s making me think but.. honestly? religion has always been around for me and why do on doubting something I’ve believed in for so long. It isn’t hurting me to believe, and my mind is opened to new ideas. I think that’s what matters. Just don’t be closed minded to other people’s beliefs.

Anyhow. Boba withdrawals for a week is gone~
tomorrow is going to be brutal.


At night…

What keeps you up at night?

Bonus: What helps you forget about what keeps you up at night?


This… this is an interesting question. I don’t fall asleep so easily anymore and usually have to play some mind stressing game to completely wear me out. Or just text until my arm is too tired to hold the phone up xD
I think what keeps me up is just random thoughts. I don’t like how my mind wanders before going to sleep. I do the normal daydreaming. The questioning people’s acts. Oh not to mention thinking of what to do, how to do it, when to do it, and who i’ll be dragging down with me. Sounds fun right?

On the other hand of actually keeping me up the scary way would be… spiders. Creepy. little. spiders. UGH =.=
More than one occasion have I woken up thinking there was a spider on me. More than one occasion I have actually seen a spider on my bed or saw one floating down to me =.= Thank goodness they are the baby ones or the non-threatning- lookin ones. >.<

Luckily~ Cosplay usually makes it all better o.o Believe it? Or thinking of AX. I have a REALLY bad habit of daydreaming of what will happen at AX. It never goes out as planned. 1. on the account that AX is a crazy place. and 2. that people are unpredictable but on the other hand.. I wish some were MORE unpredictable xD

Thats about it for now. Toodles~