Archive | May 2010

… bs grades

No picture. why? Cause I’m not happy.
Apparently my grades for classes were inputed in the credit/no credit way so now all .. yes all… the classes I took this past semester only gave me credit. Meaning! I worked my butt off for the As for nothing. Actually.. for Cs! Cause thats what it seemed like I got. And not I have to try to get credit one way or another. I will. Why? Because I worked and payed for those classes and I want what I deserve. Yes. I said it. I want what I deserve!!!!!!!

…I feel a bit better now. Too bad this is my fault -.- I didn’t know what I picked when I chose classes. And my bro told me to pick them.
But I can’t blame it on my bro, so… instead of blaming him. Or myself. I’m jsut gonna change it.

Like I said to someone, I don’t want answers. I just want change.


Why memory lane?


I was cleaning and I found my brother’s pair of 3D glasses!
So I decided to put them on xD Man.. these glasses make my face look small~ lol~

I still don’t like my bangs. I’m trying to work with them but.. eh.. I’m just waiting for it to grow out just a little bit more so I can make it the wispy type I like.

Ah so I had a weird dream last night… if I analyze it… I don’t like I like it. but maybe I’m just over analyzing. It invovled my family for once and I can’t believe that xD Cause I don’t dream about people I know too often, it’s usually just me and some random person if there is any other people at all. Lately it’s actually been people I know… weird. Or maybe I was weird before? and this is normal? xD maybe!

So I woke p to Kasuki calling me. yea… thanks. -.-;; Actually! I’m glad I woke up at that time, it felt nice.
But I ended up looking through my senior yearbook again. Cause last night I read over my journal entries (yea my paper journal) and it brought up good and bad memories. What I love about writing these blog posts and journal entries is that when I re read them I can easily remember how I felt back then. So like a little.. time stamp. A system recovery point? Oh I wish. (now i’m just babbling)

Anyways! I was looking through my yearbook and… I wish I did more. you know? I was in the backgronud so much.. unlike now. Now.. I broke free. Maybe I should’ve done that in HS? Maybe. I have… 2 ‘regrets’ . two things I wish I did. One differently, and the other I wish I just.. DID.
Then again, I may not be who I am today sooo… I’m glad. in a way xD I wish I could just make another save file and try out the other option though!

I think I should go get in contact with some of my hs friends. Gotta fill summer one way or another right? Cause apparently… people are too busy, too far away, or just… not avaliable. oh well.

Memory lane… you know what. I want to… make the most out of these next few years… time to do something more! Something… different~
now where did I put that list of resolutions……..


It’s a heavy object


So today an air hockey table showed up at our house. A really.. really big full sized.
Apparently we won a church raffle. And my family… as happy as we are that we won. We wished it was like a tv or something. Not.. an air hockey table.

So we’re trying to sell it. It’s $500 but man.. we’re happy if we get $200 xD

And on the box was this danger sign. Which I thought was pretty funny xD It took… 4 people to carry the thing across my little yard thing. Which we broke off two bricks in the process.. don’t ask -.-

Anyhow! That’s the exciting thing for me xD Why couldn’t it have been a billards table T.T THAT would’ve been so awesome.

Yet today. What did I do? I bought.. a palette of makeup~ 88 colors! And… lipgloss o.o why? Cause I needed to find something $5 ish to make it free shipping ^-^ And I did, it took … a few hours. -.- But I’ll spend the time to make the most out of my money!
Then I worked on my necklace a little. And now I’m working on fabric work.
I’m really scared to cut fabric. Cause if you cut it wrong.. there’s no going back if it’s too much T.T
And seriously? I don’t redo things. I just make new ones.

so! That’s my day. xD Remember, heavy objects = danger



So Gee got me into watching Charmed.. why? Well its actually a pretty good show to watch while working on cosplay~ xD
Just because it’s in english.. so no reading subititles!

Though this series is very long (8 seasons?!) and … pretty old. I mean seriously.. 90s? It was so … foreign to me when I saw like a cell phone the size of a house phone.. in her pocket!! and people used… pagers…
Shows how much technology has grown huh?

So if I’m just not talking much.. I’m watching Charmed.

And to tell you the truth.. I’ve been home so long I actually want to go to work! Believe that? xD Guess I really do need to get out of the house more x3


Pa pa pa poke face?

Usually I do asian music but I decided to kinda.. be a bit different today.
And I know someone (Gee) won’t like this post so much.. xD But I’m posting it anyways! So listen! =P

This is the Glee’s duet version of Poker Face by Lady Gaga~
And listening to this for the first time actually made me listen to the lyrics more. Like.. actual lyrics!
Cause you know pop songs nowadays.. you really don’t think about the lyrics. Just repeat. Like rinse. Lather. Repeat!

And since I’m sorta too lazy to post another one after this.
I’ll just say what I did today:

Watched Charmed
Watched Coffee Prince (Yea the drama! x3)
And Cleaned.
Minimal work.
Ohhh not to mention got in trouble for not doing something. But I was expecting that eventually xD

So that’s it. Kinda a downer actually.