I’m still.. seriously stuck on what to sing.
I’m confident that I’ll suck but Imma try my best at it anyhow!
How will I know if I don’t try right?
And I seriously needa build up my confidence in singing..
So I picked out some song that were from anime and games…
No matter how high nor low I’ll be able to get to it… hopefully XD
(I can always change it up anyways!)

So here are the songs!
-Re-subimity by Kotoko
-Being by Kotoko
-YOU by Yuria
-Namida no Tane Egao no Hana by Shokotan <3
-Hishoku no Sora Mami Kawada
-Again by Yui
-Sora iro Days by Shokotan <3

I just have to put <3s next to Shoko’s songs cause I’m a HUGEEEE fan of hers. No joke. She is my top idol <3
(I love KOTOKO and them all too~)

Oh and theres more songs but Im so sleepy so imma leave it there. I need to know more songs!! Feel free to give me a long list! <3
(And omgsh I soo wanna make a cosplay that matches the song im singing! That’d be so cool!)

–Kimiko–

Wha! USO!
Yea XD Im kinda… bleh. Well not really. My soloing was Horrid!! Like SERIOUSLY.
I cracked so bad and even went really high and pitchy.
But its okay… I need to get over my stage fright…
I don’t think my parents even knew it was me~
^-^ So not much embrassment to me.
But its okay…
I’m happy now.
Gonna try to get over this before AX idol…
Gonna try to get over this period!

Anyways.
I have this project I have to do for my APN class where I have to make a short film. And this is one of my many goals! (just liek soloing XDDD hopefully this one doesn’t suck!) So I needa get a script up and people. Cause out of the three people in my group, I probably know the most about films and filming. I think so at least. I’m very creative ^-^

So I’m thinking like doing something like how Wong Fu does things. Something under 10 minutes. Yet has a plot. Like a drama? I might not have guys in it though… rawr. I dunno. And there HAS to be a dance scene. Helps T.T

–Kimiko–

So its Saturday! sweet XD

Umm… lets see. woke up nicely. I can’t remember my dream though.. >.<;;
Then went to chior~
Oh! I’m solo-ing tonight at church~
Its surprising! But I get REALLY nervous. So it sounds horrable T.T
Like I don’t want it to sound like that but I have stage fright, no doubt about that.
How will I get do AX idol at this point >.<
But I’m glad the chior teacher is giving me a chance… giving me a start!
So I have to proactice but my house is so lively now! Everyone is everyhwere XD So I may just go outside and try to sing it. I really don’t like other people lsitening into me but what can I do… I just get so embrassed easily….

OH! But I am still waching the Clannad after story~ Its really cute. I started hw too! I’m getting lots done but sewing. I’m a bit lazy to get it all out today. So probably tomrrow if I can!

(I actually wanna finish book 3 of RE tomrrow so who knows. muti task ftw?)

–Kimiko–

Pi-a-no~

I love its ^-^;; if I have the patience to learn it -.-;;
I’m really impatient..
But I can be patient it I really put my mind to it!
So its not so bad…
I’m working on Hisoku no Sora~
The song I wanna learn to sing!
(I’m almost done memorizing! The ending it kinda weird so I need to know the little tricks to sing it perfectly)
I’ll work on that. Playing it on piano helps me with my pitch.. which isn’t the best at times -.-;; My sister says I sing better in person than in a recording too XD So maybe I won’t ever put one up T.T;;

–Kimiko–

So since Christmas AND ALA are coming up very soon. Next two weeks that is. And I still haven’t bought presents let alone finish cosplay. I can’t believe how much I procrastinate -.-;;

I’ve been tihnking of poses to do for my cosplay… cause I think once you really get into character it turns out better~ Rather then just standing around XD

And I dunno… Smile with teeth? Or none.. or not at all? XD I so gotta work that out laters. Probably after Christmas though. Cause I’m booked till then. The dancing thing. Fashion show. My mom’s work. and I have to finish hw before ALA so I don’t have to rush it 11 pm on Sunday. XD;;

I guess I’ll think of something..

I had chior practice today though. I liked it better when it was just me kasu and another older girl cause now a whole bunch of people were there and I felt kinda… out. Like I was a subsitute for a week and the real people came back and now I’m just in the background. Its kinda sad T.T

And theres this girl that ticks me off so bad just because… I dunno. Maybe its because I feel she’s competition to me. Like.. she went to AX last year and I tihnk she just should stick to her preppy little group >.>;;

But anyways! So I cant wait for AX! I think I’ll get my group to dothe night of fire dance… muhahaha~

–Kimiko–

I’m like really working hard to improve my singing. I mean I know its not good… but its something I like doing~ So even if I’m not good that doesn’t me I have to stop right? ^-^;;

I was so anti social at school today >.< Well actually! Not really… it was only at times. I actually talked to people today that I normally wouldn’t talk to, you know?

Ah… my rant about schhool…here it comes!

I can’t wait till my high school years are over!! Rawr XD I had to sit and wait for my brother to pick me up and right next to me were this ‘couple’ (yea how long are they relaly gonna stay as couples??) and they were… bleh. It’s the the… N wing where there are 2 couples that EVERY time I pass by they are makign out. I’m like omfg are you serious? Lame -.-;; an no way in hell would I want that, like me in that situation. There is a reason to get a dang room! ugh >.<

Relationships. Bleh. XD

–Kimiko–

I was humming all day today~ And actually singing in some parts XD

I’m addicted to singing~ Thats not bad right? I just want my voice strong enough to be able to sing … whenever I have to XD lol

I enjoy singing anyways! Its nice ^-^;; And I printed out the music for Sora iro Days by Shokotan! wooo~
Its really a pic-me-upper!

so I’m even singing more XD drinking lots of water too… just because of my throat.. and thats good anyways! cause I barely drank water before >.<

–Kimiko–